如果我说没有如果

Shucks. It's not getting any better.
At least urine can control leh.

Despite having tummy ache, I still had biscuits from Greenhouse (the buffet right in front).


& and a scoop of caramel ice-cream...


ZOMG. It's almost 2am now.
I am still here.
Blogging, watching 败犬女王. WHY IS IT SO SAD?!?!?!?!
I really don't like sad stories.
Am I watching too much drama that it makes me live in it subconsciously?> :(

I am so going to take some pills. po chai pills> :( 难吃死了。
我好累。好空虚哦。
笨死了。
记得要计算自己的幸福，不要一直想着错过的。

真的要睡觉了，晚安。

“我还在。”
and I have some forbidden thoughts again. please don't be like this, Evon.